Allusions

I waited, waited an eternity on those cold hard steps
Now I walk home on bones of sorrow.
Listening to my footsteps as I march to witness the arrival of nothingness
Thou art as silent as God himself
So I shut my eyes and abuse myself to slumber
And in my slumber,
I see thee, and thou art so low,
As one dead in the bottom of a tomb
And the temptation hath sucked the essence of thy values
Hath had no power yet upon thy beauty

After the end of September's lie
I lost myself to find God in suicide
I failed twice, and I'm lost still
But for thou I swear I'd drink the poison that kills the strength of 20 men

But the stars know of the truth
They know it was not about being 'proper'
They know it was about the attention of ones and zeros
They know it was about the death of security and blasphemous attention
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Let the stars grant thy wishes
And let thy brain fall down to thy curse
But let not thy curse blind thy sight
Thy sight that shalt see the Goddess that resides at your home,
For she is all seeing and almighty

O love
Deny thy sin and refuse thy fate
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer allow myself death

O, love
Did not I say thou art my hero?
Now I am born again
I swear upon thy great name
And upon he, who sits greatly above the seventh heaven
That I shalt adopt thy life and witness the greatness of God's forbidden fruits